"The various facets of my personality range from sophisticated, elegant, refined and chic right down to being the free spirited girl next door with an unquenchable zest for life. My smile and aura light up the room wherever I go, and will be guaranteed to light up your heart during our special time together." I've received some very sweet emails from several very nice people who have written to me to express their appreciation for the artistic nature of my site and the very human emotion they find I've been able to convey with my words and pictures. It touches my heart when I read those messages from people who express their care and appreciation for me even though I've never met them. Words cannot describe how appreciative I am for their kind words and the sentiments, both spoken and unspoken, those emails express. I absolutely treasure those heartfelt and sincere emails they have sent to me and I will keep them as a wonderful and beautiful part of my life because I know they were written from the heart of those who sent them. This page is for all of you who have sent those emails and the people everywhere who sincerely care about me. Smile, be happy and know that I love and feel your sincerity and care for me. I am inspired by your comments and I thank you very much from the bottom of my heart!
Subject: You will bring so much happiness to so many Hello Amy, I stumbled across your website and could not help myself but had to drop you a line. Your story is touching and your beauty priceless both outward and inward. You search for what all souls crave, love that is true, to love and be loved is the most powerful and rewarding essence that life offers and sometimes it is the most difficult to find and keep. I was touched by your honesty and the vulnerability that comes through is incredible, you are both a joy and a reward. You are correct in that men and women are very different, men are much more about sex, while women are about love, this is a terrible injustice to people like yourself, a women looking for love in a world of sex, you need to be rescued and given a world of happiness. I wish you all the happiness in the world Amy and hope you find the love we all need, if I could I would sweep you away myself, remember to always be true to yourself first and foremost. You strike me as a fragile creature, do not allow anyone to harm you, one day you will bring so much happiness to so many. George M.
Subject: Best Wishes in fulfilling your dreams! Hi Amy, I hope you get this message and hope that you check your spam filter every so often. :-) I was really moved by your website especially with the "In My Heart" page. Your words, thoughts, emotions truly touched my inner core as a being; and not many people in this world have that kind of effect on me. Well, what I wanted to say is that I've always lived life the way I've wanted as I've always believed that I have a destiny / purpose to fulfill. And I have found my purpose in life after going through many varied experiences: yoga, meditation, scientology,ballroom dancing, etc. Spiritually, I am kinda way out there. Traveled internationally as a child and professional working life, multi-lingual. I've never really cared what other people think including my parents. One thing I know that has worked well for me is putting it out there. The universe will start to align towards your goals, dreams, and aspirations. You have already opened your heart via your website. Open your heart amongst other channels but also be mindful of deceptiveness out there. You always have to be careful but I know you handle yourself well. I just hope that LOVE will find you from the bottom of my heart. Sending you lots of energy! Peace n Light
Subject: Scintillating! I've admired you from afar for some time now and found you perusing recent reviews and thought I'd delve into your site for a look at how you've progressed since I first discovered you last year. One word........scintillating! I'm writing to shower you with a little praise #1:), and to tell you this..... There is an Italian restaurant in Malibu called Tra di Noi which means 'between us' in Italian. I've been dining at Tra di Noi for years and it certainly can be googled for an idea of its' special qualities. 5 Stars all the way and filled with notable people on any given evening. Just thought I'd share. Over the years it is the kind of woman presenting herself as a dignified lover type that has attracted me most effectively. You are adorable and look downright delectable to me. I too am one who lives within the heart, and would prefer to visit with companions who present themselves as do you. In hopes that we meet one day soon! With love and admiration,
Subject: Thank you for sharing your thoughts and reflections with so much sincerity A brief note to thank you for sharing your thoughts and reflections with so much sincerity. You say life favours the "Bold", however a certain confidence is key to realizing our dreams. I think your openness and honesty has helped to keep your journey alive. While reading through your diary pages I saw a note from a lady wishing you success in finding that special someone to continue life's journey with. Several years ago very good friends offered some rare advice, " don't live life alone " . Their thoughts more conventional than perhaps yours or mine however the wisdom is not lost. Like the Lady who wrote to you in '07 I hope you find that someone and they are as unique as yourself. Having been single now for 4 years or so I have had the good fortune to live some incredible moments. A few short years ago I'd not of thought it possible, certainly not in the context in which they took place. Having been to Europe and Asia both for the first time and sharing those experiences with a wonderful lady I can honestly say that perspective can change. As life unfolds I hope you're rewarded along the way with the same kindness you've so unselfishly shared with others. For those honest enough to embrace your thoughts, a rich and interesting future will unfold. If more people lived by "The Golden Rule" each Sunset would be cause to Celebrate and each Sunrise a promise of New Life and Opportunity. I hope someday this is reflected on CNN. Thank you for the Inspiration! Life's Journey Never Ends! A
Subject: I love what you are searching for Hi Amy, I loved what you wrote on your website. Everything really. But especially the part "In My Heart". I love what you are searching for. I love the poetry and the pureness that you desire in life. I know your dream will come true. There are great men out there in the world. I can see how you could enhance and encourage the right mans life. I know you would be that beacon of light for me. The rainbow after the storm. The breeze on a hot summer day. In return I will be devoted to you and protect and cherish you always. I wish I were the right man for you. I dream the same dreams you do. I want a wife that I can see as a beautiful white flower in a field of yellow and red and purple flowers. One that is pure, delicate and fragile yet strong. I want to make sure I protect and cherish that flower so it can continue to grow and bring a ray of sunshine to everyone that sees, smells or comes in her presence. I want to see the glow of her face as she is pregnant with our children. Knowing the joy it will bring to her as we raise and nurture our children together. I could see that in you as I read your words. I want to know her mother and father, brothers and sisters. Everyone that helped her become the beauty she is inside. I want to hold her forever, laugh, cry, and share all the beauty and troubles that life brings. I'm so glad to have read so much of what you wrote. In the days we are living there are so many people like you that just need real hope in humanity. I need that at times. Your words encourage me with that hope. I understand your profession is a contradiction to your dreams for "true love". One can't help but give their soul to anyone they make love with. That is the beauty of sex. That is the joy of sex. There is the pleasures of sex but they pale in comparison to the desire to quench the thirst of the soul you love. Thats the pureness of true sex to me. That is when the afterglow is pure and blissful. It must be even more satisfying when it results in the birth of your child. I may never experience that. Something every person should enjoy... I know you will. Well I want to tell you I love you. I love you for bearing open your hear. I love you for being sooo beautiful on the outside as well as the inside. I love you for being simple yet complex. I love you for what i don't even know about you. I love you for what you will become. Hugs, soft kisses, and may peace be with you always.... Garri
Subject: I long for the day... Amy, I long for the day when I can logon to my computer and no longer see Sweet Amy ads on Eros. I long for the day when "A Love Journey" website is shut down because your journey has come to an end. I long for the day when I might meet the beautiful woman of my dream. Shine girl shine…and shoot for the stars. I am here for you always and forever. Yours always, Tom
Subject: A letter to a classy lady Sweet Amy, Oh my. It looks like your heart got worked over by a real !!! ("!!!" is actually too nice a word for him, but it's the only one I could think of that I could write in a letter to a classy lady). Your poem is hauntingly beautiful. Terribly sad, but beautifully poetic. I love Frida Kahlo's work too Amy, she was an immense talent - but you are right - her art is a little sad to look at. Well, as I said before, Iook forward to reading your site and learning more about you. You seem like an interesting young lady. I hope that the problem you were having with the man that was hurting you has gone away and you are now getting on with your life. I would love to meet you someday! If you ever find yourself headed to Texas, please let me know. Good luck in the future,
Subject: Focus more on your new life Hi Amy, Your poem is very poignant describing a difficult relationship. I'm sure the next couple of weeks were full of feelings of anguish, confusion, and sadness. Your best medicine is to make new friends so your focus is not on the past, but toward the future. It's been a long time since I've fell out of love, but I was able to become a stronger person after the experience. I think I'm more caring, affectionate and understanding about relationships now than before. This new understanding has helped me in my career as well since I have to deal with various clients' personas. I think you'll be great. You can focus more on your new life and the possibilities it brings. If you wish to talk more, please don't hesitate to email. Regards.
Subject: I'm sorry you are suffering Dear Amy, A beautiful poem, I'm sorry you are suffering as I know what pain losing a love or loved one can cause. I wish you well, you'll have to put those memories in a place you can revisit when your strength and happiness return. In the meantime take care of yourself. I too have a journey to complete. William
Subject: Love can break a person's heart Dear Amy, I'm terribly sorry to hear about your sorrow and hopelessness. But, you are more than just a little girl. Love can break a person's heart but it can also strengthen one's life's experience. You are a smart, beautiful and focused young LADY. I know you shall overcome this unworthy your heartbreak setback. Is there anything I can do to help. Can I give you some companionship? Can I take you out to a dinner at your favorite restaurant tonight? Can I do anything to make you smile before I leave San Francisco? CY
Subject: The journey to find love can involve pitfalls I'm very sorry about your current situation. The journey to find love can involve pitfalls and I'm sorry that you have encountered one of them. At least you can be assured that it wasn't meant to be and perhaps it will turn out to be a blessing rather than a curse. I have to admit that most guys are simply jerks especially the guys in this industry. If there's any consolation at least you found out what a great person he was sooner rather than later. Although it sometimes can be next to impossible try to take a course of action devoid of emotions…that way you will come out with a clearer solution. As always should you need anything please let me know. I can't do much but at least I can lend a listening ear. Take care. H
Subject: You are so classy and so elegant Dear Miss Amy, Thank you very much for your response! I can wait. I'd be delighted. As I said, I think it would be a privilege to meet you. God, you are so classy, and so elegant. Miss Amy, I knew you were a beautiful and intelligent woman the moment I read your listing on Eros. (That's the "aura" I was talking about in my first e-mail.) But I don't think I understood how truly beautiful and intelligent you actually are until I read your poem. You are not only physically beautiful, but you clearly have a beautiful and cultured soul as well. I can see that you are in a very bad way right now and I can absolutely understand why you might want to take time out to "think about your life." I probably would too. I will make you a promise - I will look for you the next time I am scheduled to visit the Bay Area. I would consider it a rare privilege to meet someone who can write poetry from so deep in her heart the way you can, even when that heart is broken. Thank you for trusting me enough to confide in me. Though you don't know me, I'd like to think I'm a good and empathetic man. Take care of yourself. I hope your heart heals soon. Respectfully,
Subject: Sorry to hear the sorrows of your broken heart Dear Amy: I did notice that you took down your site, and now I know why. Sorry to hear the sorrows of your broken heart. It saddens me to see a girl with a loving heart and one who so intent on finding that unequivocal love getting hurt the way you have described in your poem. But my dear Amy, love can be sometimes blinding and you do have to listen to your brain rather than your heart at times. Love can not be forced and you can't find love in what ultimately you know can not be or can not work out. I do not know the circumstances of how this person that you have fallen for is giving you pain. But when you listen to Timbaland singing "it's too late to apologize", you may just need to toughen up and not let yourself to get hurt again and again. There is so much in life to experience, to enjoy, to live it all. Don't curl up and soak yourself in pain. Don't let the circumstances eat you away. On the contrary, you should make each experience in life whether success or failure, or weather happiness or pain, to make you stronger each time and grow to endure as well as enjoy more of what life has to offer. May you sort out your current dilemmas soon. Ben P.S. I love the part of your poem which you made the analogy of how the bad feelings you have are painting your life like brushstrokes from Frida Kahlo's brilliant hand.
Subject: Life is not a Richard Gere and Julia Roberts movie Dear Sweet Amy, Lastly, I would just like to say that meeting you would be a true priviledge. So far you have only been a dream in my head, and hopefully soon you will be a wonderful memory in my heart. I don't do this. In fact, as I stated before, I only did it once with a young woman while I was broken up with my girlfriend last summer. Lately I have been missing passion in my life and your profile drew me in. I had never seen your website until this past Monday when you put it back online. I consider you someone that will be a once in a lifetime experience. As I also said, I am kind of worried about my ultimate attraction to you. When a guy reaches 50 years old and finally sees the girl he was looking for his whole life, it may be hard to deal with. Please keep that in mind when we meet. I am not someone who really needs the false pretenses of our date being anything special to you. I know what you do and I know why you do it. I believe that you are better than what you do and hopefully whatever your ultimate goals are you will be able to escape this life and find your true happiness. But, sweet Amy, never delude yourself into thinking that you will find your true love in this line of work. Life is not a Richard Gere and Julia Roberts movie. Anyone that pays to be with you is not a life partner. He is someone looking for sex with a beautiful girl. But, you already know this, don't you? Please respond with your thoughts and answers via email. I appreciate your time. Yours truly,
Subject: No man should ever hurt a woman Dearest Amy, Your website is beautiful. I cannot imagine someone as lovely as you appear to be having difficulty finding your true love. I cannot say strongly enough how much I find everything about you to be utterly amazing. You are, in my opinion, the most beautiful person I have ever encountered. I would hope for you, that if you did manage to find someone to spend an entire year with, the man you choose would be the man you have been waiting for...or your dreams would be further delayed. But then again....what man could possibly deserve you? No man that is married, and certainly no man that felt it necessary to pay a year's salary to keep you around, could ever be worthy of your love. You are MUCH better than that, sweet Amy. No man should ever hurt a woman. It pains me to think that you have had bad experiences. In my heart I wish for you all of the very best Amy. I spent my entire life looking for someone as wonderful as you. I am still looking. It hurts my heart to know that there is someone out there like you. I have spent 50 years looking for MY Amy. If I were a younger man....... there would be nothing I wouldn't give of myself to make you mine. Find your dream Amy. I cannot imagine any man meeting you and not realizing that you are truly his dream come true. Tom
Subject: Gentle Inquiry... Dear Amy: My name is T (sorry, but for the privacy reason, I have to protect his name, hope you understand) and I came across your website while searching for a Native American teacher by the same name. I am author of many books in the spiritual and metaphysical genre, and I am fairly well known in the "New Age" field. As I looked at your website, I was filled with more than a bit of wonder at your sensitivity, openness and your heart. And one of your statements, helped pick me up a bit. It has to do with how our choices define who we are. I am married but a number of years ago we separated. Shortly after this, my wife was in a near fatal accident in which she lost hearing in one ear and she lost a lot of mobility in her legs and hips. Her ankles are held together by a hardware store. She has also experienced the onset of trauma-induced Altzheimer's that has gotten worse at times over the past few years. It would have been easy for some people to walk away, but the only support she would have received was from her very estranged mother. I knew it would haunt me the rest of my life if I did nothing. I chose to return and care for her, sacrificing much of what I dreamed to do. People sometimes though do not relaize that in life events arise in which the right thing to do is not the easiest thing to do. But you must do it simply because it is right. It is a choice. Last night, after a particularly rough week dealing with the issues at hand, I decided to focus on some writing project ideas - one of which was to contact some workers in the field to do an interview type of book. Just skimming your website and some of your insights and thoughts, helped me overcome a little self-pity that has built up over the past five years over the difficulty of handling everything that must be taken care of. I felt that you needed to know that sometimes we touch people without ever realizing. The poetry of your heart came through in your writing and helped a stranger. I am sure at some point, you will find your one true love and become a wife and mother. And you will shine even more brightly. Thank you, T "We can Starve as much from a lack of wonder as we can from a lack of food." - T
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